My girlfriend, which I met her in Mexico in May, and I decided to stay as friends. I admit, I accept this. It was hard for me to handle this because she was someone very special to me and I had a hard time with that... I admit, what the hell was I bitching about?

Esau, friends! She said friends! You're not completely losing her! Just, you won't get to be very VIP with her!

Months of waiting for me.... the feeling gets lost. I feel a bit down about it (I was like shit when I heard it.... I was sad, depressed, surprised, and angry at the same time...) but I hope I can recover from it... If God said that we can't be together... we must listen. He may have another decision between us but who knows. My parents were childhood boyfriend/girlfriend and broke up (not sure why), moved to the USA (both in different times) and met again and got married. Maybe it can happen to us too but most likely... I don't think so....

Tags: mexico, relationships, yazmin
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: Empty

Well, anyway, my first post ever since I joined LiveJournal. Yeah, I had another account but I don't remember the password (curse you, Yahoo!). Anyway, in quick intro, I'm Esau Sanchez form California. There are several things I wanna share here:

--I'm 14 but 15 in October 1.
--I'm in the 10th grade
--I have a girlfriend but she lives in Mexico (fuck, her birthday is tomorrow!)

I just wanna share some things here, I don't care if I get commments, since I just wanna say out what I wanna say....

Current Location: Study room
Current Mood: ditzy
Current Music: "Wait (The Whisper Song Remix)" by Ying Yang Twins